ego proceeds you to the room
by which I mean it's palpable
aromatically tactile in greed
nicer way of saying I hate
you despise your arrogance
being so addicted on yourself
self assurance dwarfs all
blaring you're so much better
daring to put me down that way
telling me you're better
then hoping expecting to
be liked without propaganda
I'll smile for the camera
flashes shake your hand in
front of faces but that's acting
you must know must
understand I hate you
what other choice have I
worship you denigrates
me before you lowers
me so you can look down
I would ache from hunched
back neck craning
to look up in pain
you must see must understand
hating you is sole recourse
of self preservation self worship
self help books chant self love self
wellness how would it be to opt
down bended knee as if I serve
God you pray I can only be sheep
noose around my neck tied in
silk a perfect Windsor knot
though I am not one to wear
ties matching socks so you
must comprehend hate self depends
but then your arm comes out
slaps me on the back pulls
me into your inner circle
of cool people you gather
round a barrier of protection
from throngs eating off your
energy going for the jugular
vampiric groupies wanting a
taste of popularity the most
legal of drugs that sends
people into frenzied back
scratching name calling
it's when I'm close in your
breath I see the momentary
hands clenched around your beer
realizing your as much a fraud
as the rest of us with farther
to fall as you stand on our
shoulders giving height
back to hating you for
not being the real thing
detesting you for having what I
want and getting to be the liar
I so long to be riding high and light
so you must understand I need
you to understand hating you
is natural my self help book
says I must so must I listen
to keep my self my inner love
worshiped aright full of hate
by which I mean it's palpable
aromatically tactile in greed
nicer way of saying I hate
you despise your arrogance
being so addicted on yourself
self assurance dwarfs all
blaring you're so much better
daring to put me down that way
telling me you're better
then hoping expecting to
be liked without propaganda
I'll smile for the camera
flashes shake your hand in
front of faces but that's acting
you must know must
understand I hate you
what other choice have I
worship you denigrates
me before you lowers
me so you can look down
I would ache from hunched
back neck craning
to look up in pain
you must see must understand
hating you is sole recourse
of self preservation self worship
self help books chant self love self
wellness how would it be to opt
down bended knee as if I serve
God you pray I can only be sheep
noose around my neck tied in
silk a perfect Windsor knot
though I am not one to wear
ties matching socks so you
must comprehend hate self depends
but then your arm comes out
slaps me on the back pulls
me into your inner circle
of cool people you gather
round a barrier of protection
from throngs eating off your
energy going for the jugular
vampiric groupies wanting a
taste of popularity the most
legal of drugs that sends
people into frenzied back
scratching name calling
it's when I'm close in your
breath I see the momentary
hands clenched around your beer
realizing your as much a fraud
as the rest of us with farther
to fall as you stand on our
shoulders giving height
back to hating you for
not being the real thing
detesting you for having what I
want and getting to be the liar
I so long to be riding high and light
so you must understand I need
you to understand hating you
is natural my self help book
says I must so must I listen
to keep my self my inner love
worshiped aright full of hate
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